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hello to all.. just want to drop a Hi... sorry for not writing in since... FOREVER... but school and occupied my free time... even my sleep... =( bohooo... urm.. im in ICT class atm... we are doing database... im doing my structure diagram... but i can't be asked to do some work. so i thought i'd just update my livejournal quickly...
my friend [ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<lj=blood_debt>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] hello to all.. just want to drop a Hi... sorry for not writing in since... FOREVER... but school and occupied my free time... even my sleep... =( bohooo... urm.. im in ICT class atm... we are doing database... im doing my structure diagram... but i can't be asked to do some work. so i thought i'd just update my livejournal quickly...
my friend <lj=blood_debt>, wants some icons made for her... she can't be asked to make some of her own and has at least 30 spaces free and she wants to fill them up... so if you want to advertise your icon... go there =D
well urm.. apart from school i've been busy... got my malay speaking exam in two weeks and i haven't revise or memories shit... i'm screwed...
my life in general... well its okay... i guess.. except for love life =D but who's isn't XD hahah!! i miss my people back in ghetto land in london... i don't know why i still call london ghetto... is it really ghetto?? hahah!!! anyways i'll write in whenever i'm free in my life ;) hehe adios amigo!
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wassup guys ;) well i just realised that you can find my address on GOOGLE!!! well my friend found it... and i was like... wtf? how does she know! and i found out that i written it down HERE on one of my blogs... so i was like shit!! stalkers!! and i deleted it... but like if u guys do my want my address just email me... i dnt want to post it up here... i think it's sorta unsafe u_u
well my friend paris (its actually parisut) jus told me how sad my blogs were XD hahah!! i guess i write too much about you guys in hendon... and that it going to make me sadder... so i guess i should kinda stop doing that XD but don't meean i will forget you lot >< no way!! not in a million years! but i think i should mention about my new friends here in malaysia... i really do sound like i have no friends here XD hahaha!!! well if you scroll down, they are photos of my friend during my trip to that resort island Tioman XD so yeah...
urm... today is my chinese new year holiday... oh happy chinese new year to all you chinese out there XD i'm expecting money in my mail box tomorrow ;) hahaha!!! i started downloading alot of english songs off my sis' limewire... hehe don't tell her... shussh. >< but anyways... the thought of me downloading ENGLISH songs... hmm... kinda rare... actually REALLY rare XD but atm im sooo into Fall Out Boys, All-American Rejects, and etc... so i downloaded loads of their songs! and i found some new bands too!
oh i got into the girls bball team, but its only temporary... i wanted to go to Fobessa (where other south east asian international school gather and have a sport competition in any sports, in this case basketball) but then its was only U15... and the rule was that if ur already 15 in sept, you can't join the team... and that pissed me off... i really wanted to play >< i wanted to go into Fobessa at least ONCE! sigh... oh well then... what can i do ^^;;
hmm... i forgot what else to say... my mom is sick... caught a fever and her body aches... she is lacks of sleep cause shes a workaholic... sigh... i'm really hungry...
got into a fight with my friend, not in malaysia but in london... don't want to name cause i dont want him to know... but anyways... just hate the thought that we are fighting... we sound like a couple but not going out... or so i think we're not... argh! fuck it i don't care... i'm just pissed at the person... but i want to make up but that person is ignoring me... argh f**k it!!! i hate being a girl =___= such complicated feelings... i dnt like complex... messes up my mind u_u
anyways i'm off... really hungry... and reallly... well urm.. whatever...
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Please Check out my New Icon Page!!!!
just want to give out a quick shout for all of you people who know me, please check out my new icon page at ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) ichigo14_icons
do drop by and say hi or something =D and take come icons. thanks ^^
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| HAPPY NEW YEAR FROM MALAYSIA!!! |
[01 Jan 2006|06:57am] |
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well i guess it's the year 2006 huh... doesn't feel any different u_u anyways, mokyomi and i pulled a all nighter, that succeeded, but our tempt of staying awake for 24hrs failed... we ended up staying awake for 20 hrs and fell asleep for 4 hrs.. [sigh]
i wrote like 4 paragaph about yestersday but it got deleted... fucking shit thingy magig! look at mokyomi 's LJ. Hopefully she has written something about yesterday... if not... then tough luck! all i can saw was that the first thing i did in the year 2006 was played the DDR [the dancing game.]
NEW YEAR RESOLUTION
- Getting more sleep - i only get 4 hrs a sleep a day during weekdays...
- Getting 1/2's in my incoming grade cards and the lowest i will get in my classwork is B.
- Not leaving things to the last minute espcially coursework.
- Save up money, as much as possible.
- Study real hard do i could get a scholarship to study in 6th form in the UK to be near you ghetto NWers >:3
- Study/ practise my japanese real hard to achieve my promises and dream
- Staying fit, trainning a lot in basketball, tae-kwon-do, and badminton.
- Help my family to stay together... atm things aren't that good...
- Spend less time on downloading manga/anime/music.
- Keep in touch with my mates back in London forever, especially my best friends whom i miss terribly...
Well that is all for now... i didn't put anything down about relationship because it's useless and no point... plus i do not have the time to have relationships if i want to achieve that whole list up there... i think that... relationship brings a person down man =___= its nice to be embraced once in a while but its sooo annoying at time >< ah im not botherd to write no more now... i'm offty to clean up the house then... [sigh] i feel quite depress...
well let's just keep this short and simple... jealously is something i cannot cope with... i hate it, i guess everyone does... but i hate the person i am becoming... i guess it more of i'm scared of what i'm becoming... i dnt want to stop this feeling but at times i cannot handle it... fuck i hate being weak... fuck those shoujo mangas man... =___= they are making me weak but i love reading them... i guess manga is my escape to reality... aaah~ i don't feel so hype... relationship damages you =___= sorry to all you couples out there, please do enjoy yourself with eachother ^^ you should all be thankful u_u
-ichigo*14
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i forgot to mention waaaaaaaaaaaaaay before that... my mom caught a RAT in our kitchen... and we left it outside to starve of get eaten by cats... i know i know... wtf so harsh we are... but hey, that RAT ate my big sis's underwear! its perverted! and not only that! but it runs around our house and urgh!!!! its sooo annoying!!!!! i just don't like Rats in my house nor around me =___=
anyways, it died =___= died of starvation... i dont know why the cat didn't eat it =S i have a picture of the rat trying to bite its way out of the cage XD [i'll upload the photo later when i find the photo =___=]
oh i'm listening to radio call "Fly.FM" its really good cause they is hardly any adverts on it =___= unlike "Hitz.FM" but i like listening to them in the morning ^^ they have these two djs who are such JOKERS! anyways on the radio is Black Eye Peas with My Humps... and seriously i hate it... like... ALOT! its one of those songs that you either Hate it or Love it... but i Hate it... i find the tune very annoying.. man... if i hear another word of "Hump" i swear... i will go to egypt and slaughter a camel! and rip off its hump! i know it COMPELETY different to the song, but i dont care >:O
im really bored... so that's why i'm writing in my journal today... well that's all really... oh check out MySpace on MSN... putting up photos from my last day of school, well end of term 1 that is...
-ichigo*14
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hello people. sorry for the really late entry... i swear i don't have the time to do these stuff and write my everyday life... well for one, i get too tired to do it or just usually aint bothered... two, i never seem to have anything interesting to talk about... well i do today... anyways...
I met up with Paris at MegaMall -the biggest mall in the south east asia, and ate at OH! Sushi ^^ with illia too. the restaurant didn't open till 11.30am and we were there 15mins earlier... a guy waiter came up to us and said ".asd;lsadjal;dsaosd..." illia, paris and i just cracked up laughing XD cause we didn't understand crap he just said... i think he was speaking in thai ^^;; then he repeated in ENGLISH and said "we aren't open till 11.30..." so we just like ... ah okay, and stayed until the restaurant opened XD
Later Leela came and met up with us... and man what she was wearing today made her boobs look BIGGER than usual!!! seriously! its that top she is wearing!!! i wonder if my boob would look bigger if i wore that top... [thinks...] right, as i was saying ^^ we just laugh soo much until i had a bad stomach ache... it wasn't pleasent... then at 12.30 we had to meet up with Rachel, Nikky, Tash and Jasmin. the whole point was to meet up to give our presents to each other =___= i bought their presents on THAT day and bought it infront of them asking what they want XD hahah i know... im soo sad and cheap... but hey man, i better buy it now or never u_u still got loads to buy though =(
we went to some vietnemse restaurant but i just had some ice lime tea which i have to say was the best homemade ice lime tea i've ever taste! this time you can TASTE the lime u_u it was real good ^^
we walked and talk... bought underwears... oh i got a earring from nikky, 2 cute underwears from Rach and Paris, a necklance from Leela which she asked if i wanted it XD and urm... oh tash got me a necklance and a pair of hairclips, jas got me a FMA playing card XD EDWARD!!! hahah we are just so into FMA atm u_u well i got jas and sayuri into them XD hahah rememeber Mimi, Huges... [cries]
Then we walked and talked, i bought a underwear again... it was sooo cute and i bought some food and yada yada... Forced rach to send me home since her house was the closet to mine - about 10mins away by car XD. then bla blabla nothing else happend... life in malaysia is really dull...
ooooh i saw Narnia the other day and it was REALLY good ^^ i'm really happy with the outcome =D it was funny when they said
"we aren't heros! we're just from Finchely!"
and i screamed out in the cinema,
"Hey! I used to live near there!! XD"
and everyone laughed... tash hit me =___= i was APPARENTLY ruining her moment with William Mosely ^^ hahah he is very good looking, but not that good looking in the movie... but his primier photos... [drools] i love the actor who plays ed... but i hate susan... reminds me of the early hermionie where she's so pesky and everything u_u but... my most favorite character is...
THE WHITE WITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
she has the MOST coolest outfit EVER!! she is the best villian EVER!! I LOVE LOVE LOVE HER!!!! i want her outfits sooo badly u_u
what esle is there to say... urm... i wanna see King Kong so badly. i don't care if it's shit or what, just wanna see it cause adrian brody is in it ^^ i love him XD
urm.... well i'm on christmas holiday for 3 weeks...urm... yeah...
MERRY CHIRSTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!
[quick msg to ghetto ppl in NW LONDON]
sup BLAD!! XD man i miss townie language u_u so how are you all doing... sorry for not talking to you all much... stupid time difference... i just want to say i still miss u guys sooo much and STILL want to return no matter what! I WANT MORE MONEY AND A JOB! >:O my big sis is gna get double on her wages just cause she is going to the oil rigde over christmas... pft... pathetic... and she can afford to go back >:O
mimi i miss you sooo much >< im sooooo lonely online and at home. i watch one piece now and then and think of u... when i read naruto i think of u too... i think of u too when i read death note!! and Rufus (Hanieh)!!! just want to say "メリークリスマスとあけましておめでとう。" m(_ _)m
night~!!!
-ichigo*14
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hey can't write much but yeah got a new haircut!! going to tioman island tomorrow!! won't be back till friday! till then! bye!!
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sorry sorry for not updating again.. you know i'll be apologising for every entry i make because i keep apologising to you all.. and why? cause i love you all XD hahah
anyways i'm at school... suppose to do chemistry but teach is not here so we are mucking about.. had physics and i think i've gotten smarter XD hahah!! i learn so many new things XD hahah man i sound like an idiot =___=
urm.. don't know what to write but i miss all you people back in london =D and the new computers in my school ROCK! espeically the keyboards man!! it's sooo nice and yeah!!! hahah!!!
okay i'm off laters!!!
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aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!!! fuck this man!!! im soo fucking piss at the moment!! just AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!!! i need to fucking yell but got no fucking place to yell and it can't fucking yell in the first place cause it's fucking 11pm!!! "SDG
/fm;klab;g'klarkj'dg"LKSFDLDF
sorry sorry.. that was me releasing my anger on the keyboard but itsn't sufficant enough.
this is what pissing me off today... today i went out with my lil sis and my bro.. it was great! i finally had some quality time with my brother and sister and enjoying my day. went to Sunway Lagoon, it's a water/dry theme park! it was awesome... sorry didn't take photos cause we were enjoying ourselves so much we were running around to go to places....
yesterday i found out something terrible... my friend cheated on my friend and etc etc etc... not fucking botherd to explian.. and now my friend is pissed cause he found out and aaaaaargh! im just sooo pissed at her! and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!!!!!
then other problem is that tomorrow my friends wanna hang out and do a sleep over but i can't make it cause i have no transport and my mum don't like me sleeping over people's houses. but then i wanna go cause two of my friends from london flew here to see me and my other friends and they are leaving soon and aaaargh! can't make it and they are piss. they want to chat to my mom and sort it out but there is no doubt they would win cause my mom's mind is soo strong =___= she is too strong willed... and they are pissed at me cause i can't make it and it's not my fault! plus i have to get things for my school trip is that is coming up soon and tomorrow is the only day cause i won't have any free day afterwards and my parents are busy 24/7 and they are just so pissed at me... i'm sick and tired of people yelling at me cause i can't come to a bloody gathering! they think that just cause i'm not coming because i don't fucking feel like it! WHAT THE FLYING FUCK MAN! i care as much as them and was so fucking looking forward to it! and things AREN'T always fucking perfect and they are all blaming me! and im just sooooo fucking pissed! i'm tired, cold (wore wet clothe from the amusament park), exhausted and got many things to plan and i can't always do all of them! yeah it IS my fault for leaving things last minute! but can't help it cause everyone in my family is busy with their own buisness! just for flying fuck i want people to stop blaming me for things JUST because i cannot make to a fucking gathering! i know that i won't hardly see them for fucking again! and they don't know much fucking much i miss them like hell! they don't fucking know how much i miss london to the point i cry everynight to return and pray (well maybe not pray but i do sometimes) to return for just at least a day or so.... i swear malaysia made my life more complex and fucked everything... i can't even do my japanese GCSE cause i can't find a fucking japanese class... if i wanna find out things i have to go there and when the fucking hell do i have the time to do that! and my mom is bugging me about the fucking future and comparing me to my best friend who is fucking doing her a level! for fuck sake leave me fucking alone! it's not only do i get pressured from home and friends but at school! when the fuck am i suppose to relax for a tiny bit! i'm just so fucking piss.. i'm sorry to everyone for my foul language... i tend to go more extreme but i try to put a limit to myself on LJ... sorry for swearing too much... i'm just sooo damn pissed to the point where i would punch the wall again... but don't want to =___= got school in a few days.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!! lemme fucking go back to london!!! where things were fast, quick and accurante (sp) i just want my life back in london so much... i can't stand this... problems with my studies... then with home... family... parents... money and now friends... that is the last thing i fucking need... fuck this man.
by the way... i bought 3 albums.. well with my brother's money... utada - exodus, Xenogears OST, Kingdom Heart OST loving them all now
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| HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOBO!!! |
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okay first i wanna say... HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOBO!!! for the 26th July :P and she is FINALLY 15!!!! hahahah!!!
anyways... i saw two movies last night, Drumline and The Jacket. both were awesome!! but you GOTTA see The Jacket!! its just too brilliant!!! and Adrian Brody ROCKS!! i love him >< he was amazing in the Pianst, and the Village!!! and the jacket too!! and now i wanna see King Kong!! and guess what! he has the same birthday as me!! XD yay yay yay!!! [jumps up and down!!!!] Drumline was about Marching Band... it's amazing how the american can chose one thing and make it into SUCH a big thing!! ^^ i feel like joing the marching band but i can't play any instrument!! HAHAHAH!!
the jacket is about some futurist thing and insanity!!! but it is just tooo good... keira knightly is in it too... MIMI WATCH THE FILM ON MY COMMAND WOMEN! >:O ^^
hmm.. oh yesterday got my braces tighten... and its BLUE now... i wanted to make it orange but they don't have it =__= stupid them...
im listening to this song by l'arc en ciel call STAY AWAY! and i loooove it!!!! all you l'arc en ciel lovers out there must love the video clip XD HYDE, TETSU, KEN, AND YU.... DANCES! XD KEN IS SOOOOO FUNNY WHEN HE DANCES!! he has this MM dance move and its just soo hilarious!! but they are really good dancers!! o.O esp. hyde!! man.. i bet his son will be like "my daddy dance? o.O??" who has hyde's son photo? soo wanna see how he looks like ^^
okay im off!!! love you all like crazy!! and i want jay's bed!! XD
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hey guys... i know i haven't been updating my LJ lately... but i am finally on my summer holiday (even though it's summer all year round!) and i get some free time!!!
well i am bored at home and i don't update much because my big sister stole my screen until her screen comes... so im stuck with using her shit mac.. im sorry for those who uses mac.. i hate it... it's just stupid as well as the keyboard! i mean like wtf?!?!?! i can't type properly on this keyboard!! argh!!!!
damn i want my computer back... it's killing me without my computer... im like suffering without it!!! =___=;;;
okay enough about my computer.. i am seriously bored... oh! and i saw Fantastic Four yesterday!! it was really cool!!!! i really loved it! and wanna watch it again!!! aaah!! i love Johnny and Ben soooo much!! Richard and Sue... yeah i like them but they are just tooo... i dunno typical main characters =__= but yeah!! hahaha my sister just asked how their children would be like XD a kid who can dissappear and stretch!!! hahah!! funny funny!! oh will it come up with it's own? like freeze shits? hahaha!! tres cool!!!
okay im bored.. hate typing on this keyboard... too... flat!
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hey hey ^^ how is everyone doing... really sorry again for late reply u_u school is busy as always... i have been getting less and less time to come online.. i've got 3 projects to finish off by next week and i'm soo dead =___=;;
so, anyways this is my day...
Period 1 + 2 - PSHE
some police dude came to our school and talked about drugs =___=;;; yeah yeah i know everything... and afterwards they were showing a videoclip of where people who inject theirselves... in the arm, neck, near their brain and even near their private part!! o.O that sicken me out big time u_u so yeah.. that was all
Period 3 - Math
did some work on volumes.. and blah blah blah... nothing interesting really u_u
Period 4 + 5 - Malay
this is our free lesson... we do nothing so we muck about ^^ i was listening to my music and realised how much i miss incubus u_u and we were really just talking about shit...
Period 6 + 7 - English
my english teacher is on maternity leave so we had a free lesson again.. our cover teacher was my history teacher and i would talk about politics with him and the enviroment of malaysia at the moment.. then it was our drama teacher... he was cool as well.. really funny bloke ^^
Period 8 + 9 - Science
we watched The Blue Planet and it was cool i really enjoyed it though i feel asleep... cause i was playing basketball and got tired =___=;; and i felt bad for the fishes... but at the same time hungry...
after school - badminton
hazel and i were a team and won every single match ^^ heheh we are UNBEATABLE!!! MWAHAHAH!!! then it made me extra tired... =___=
well i just have 2 weeks left of school!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO happy!! i cannot wait!! ^^ and this weekend is my friend's party... i'm being a party pooper though... am getting cold feet about going or not =__=;; im thinking like this cause we have to dress up and i seriously couldn't be bothered... consumes too much money.. seriously these rich kids needs a limit!!! =___= im not as rich as them damnit!!!
well that is all for the time being ^^ im off to watch some 24 season 4 ^^ it;s soooooooooooooooo good!! i recommend u people to watch it!!! MUST MUST MUST!!!!
bye bye!! love you all!! ^^
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Hello
all!!! yes i know how long it has been. and i apologies once more... u_u well
I've just finished my exams ^^ i got a D in Geography.. don't really care cause
I'm not taking it... cause if i do.. i would still slit my wrist u_u well not
literally but yeah... and my malay... haha!! i passed but did really really
bad!!! i got something like 37/80! haha!!! but i don't know if there was anyone
who did worse than me... u_u the average was something of 70 i think. aiyo... i
have to get better cause im doing my malay mocks on October or November!
hopefully in November!!! but i don't know... i don't know about anything man u_u
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yeah the SATs this year, was easier... o.O especially the English paper... DAMN
YOU 2005!!!! but let's hope i do well..
school
is as boring as ever... espeically geography... i cannot help myself to sleep...
it's like mr. heath's class but 10x WORSE!!! yes and i actually mean it
u_u...
hows
you people in london ghetto land doing? miss you guys like hell.. things here
okay... my cousin came again today ^^ from my mother's side =D and my
grandparents from my mom's side came as well ^^ we are all going to a malay
wedding tomorrow!! w000t!! i don't know why im so happy but w000t!!! oh and i
can walk again... my ankle is better ^^ and my brother is coming back on 13th
june and sister on july 8th... hopefully! my best friend Aimi is coming during
the summer!! WHO ESLE IS COMING BACK!! TEEEEEEEELLL MEEEEEEE!!!! ooh that
reminds me of hide's song tell me... that song is just the sehx! heheheh!!!
hmmm
what esle... i still have no boyfriend and im happy ^^ all the guys in my school
are rich snobs u_u can't compare any one of them to my london ghetto's guys ^^
heheh!! i love you alll!!!!!
lately
i've been hooked onto D.Gray Man!! i think it's the coolest!! as well as Death
Note (the same author of Hikari no Go) and Mahou Sensei Negima! (the same author
of Love Hina) it's sooo cool!!! D.Gray Man is all about killing monster, well
through exorcism! and death note... aah too long too explain.. but it's sooooo
intellectual!!! i ain't kidding ya! if a phyco killer read that, they would
probably get ideas ya know!! speaking of brains... i think i've gone dumber...
and i blame the school... they have good teachers but the puilps! I CANNOT STAND
ANYMORE!! IT'S TOOO ANNOYING!!! THEY ARE NOT UP TO MY STANDARD OF FUN AND
CRAZINESS!!! [sigh] it really sucks... the only thing i can enjoy a lot is just
playing basketball =__=;; i think i became a jock man... dude... that is not
good.. =__=;;;
hmmm..
i don't know what else to say... except i realise that i can't spell 'else' and
'realise' oh wait.. i can.. but they thought it was wrong cause i put a S
instead of a Z.... is the Z the american way?
okay
im off... ask me anything if u wanna know more kay ^^ love you all!!!
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Hi hi y'all!! i'm in school now so i can't write much... i'm in my science class and doing something.. be right back my friend is calling....
okay... well it's my last period and i'm in my sicence class doing some ICT work.. i'm suppose to write up some report on some future thing... like for example what will happen in 100 years time to us, cars and etc... i chose music... i don't know if music would change differently in 100 years time.. i mean yeah they will be different type of genre from now... but i guess it's just normal right? i mean we still listen to some 80's music and etc... well some of us do....
okay well i haven't been able to tell you all that i sprain my ankle two weeks ago... but if some of you who are friends with my little sister
mokyomi then you would've read it on her LJ ^^ but yeah i sprained it 2 weeks ago whilst playing hockey... the truth is.. i ran and tripped... i tripped over... NOTHING!!! hahah!! funny isn't it!? well the thing is, it's my 2nd time i sprained my ankle.. and it's the same ankle too.. so i think this is my weak ankle...
any who, i wanna wish all my friends back in the ghetto land (LONDON) all the best of luck for their GCSE! well ever snice i'm being held back a year in my new school here... i don't have to suffer as much as them ^^ oh but i will.. and i'm soo prepared for it ^^ SATs this year was alot more easier than last year ya know... this is sooo gay u_u
okay today i had, english - talking about this novel called THE WAVE and it's quite interesting actually... then we had MATH... my teacher is calling me RASBERRY... it's supposet to be some kind of cockney slang thing... and i have NO idea what he meant by that... so if ANY of u and i mean ANY of u know what my stupid math teacher is talking about please explain it to me... it's something like when you say dog... it would ryhme with bone and that would automaticly means phone right? i don't know how that works but it's something like that... =__=;;;
any who then we had history and we were talking about Haig of WWI then ict, doing some stuff i don't know what... then we had geo, talking about population... i was listening to him then out of no where i was dozing off... meaning i started thinking about other things... i don't remember what i was thinking but it was something totally nothing to do with geo... then we had malay... i'm having my malay test on monday... and i have no clue to what i'm suppose to revise ya know o.O i'm screwed... like big time =___=;;;; then we had lunch... it was normal... i can walk around again but my left foot is still swollen and my lil sis stepped on my foot =___= so there is a bruise on my foot now....
now im in science... it's really boring.. i have no idea what the heck to write.. but if you guys knows... please tell me so i know... cause i'm bored....
it's been while snice i last updated my LJ... i apologise to you all for not updating... [sigh] okay well i got to go now... i'm soo hungry i wanna go home!!! im sleepy too!! I WANT MY COMPUTER!! oh i got my internet fix!! =D
love you alll!! i miss all you ghetto guys back in london!!! big it up to you lot!! hahah!!! damn i miss speaking like that... adios!! mwahxx much love to you all!! ^^/~!!
ps - mimi-chan!!! daijoubu yo!! shinpainai yo ^^ mi-chan wa heiki desu =D heheh ganbatte yo!!!! IKE IKE!!! heheh!!! i miss you ><!!! and i want new bleach!!!!! and NARUTO!!!!
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hello people!! today we start the usual brand new day of illa...
well it's not really brand new cause it's 2.27pm at the moment... but it might be morning for you people.... any who, urm... sorry to sound really selfish on my previous journal =___= dnt know what was wrong with me =___= just ignore it and things will be fine =D i was re-reading what i wrote and was thinking about how freaking selfish i was u_u ah well...
okay news about illa and malaysia... illa was sleeping at her mother's office table this morning because she woke up really early and was really tired and so i fell asleep on my mom's office's table for about an hour or so... and when i woke up my neck was REALLY hurting me alot!!! it's true... ask Bo-bo's bf (for those who know him) Kenny... i was chatting to him... yeah i online.. WHERE ARE YOU PEOPLE!!! always sleeping =___= hahahahhah!!!! no worries... im gonna be here until who knows.... okay right now you people would be in school or waking up... u_u dina should be on... or something or either mimi.. or someone in the world....
man i miss you guys.... things are really werid not having you guys around u_u ah well.. i shall see you whenever i get to see you =D heheheh!!!
what i miss the most is.... MY COMPUTER!!!!!!!! man.. it's been a month and 2 weeks since i last touched my beautiful precious computer... honestly, if i see ONE SMALL SCRATCH OR ANYTHING on my computer... im sueing them... u_u waaaaaaaaaaaaah i want my computer!!!!
okay now about malaysia: malaysia is REALLY hot at the moment... but thanks to morden techonolgy, we got air con!!!! and it makes us feel like in london... REALLY cold... [brrr] but it's all good... malaysia is ver mordernize and bla bla blabla... so yeah hows london!? i really have no idea what esle to write... o.O im completely blank.. im just writing whatever it is that coems to my head...
oh i downloaded the newest version of MSN messenger... and it's sooo..... SWEET AND RADICAL!!!! i love it =D it's sooo mordenise!!!
oh and for those who are a BIG playstation fans (like me!) a NEW playstaion is coming out!! PS3 is coming out next year and i 've seen the model!! ITS SOOO NICE!!! it's like the new nintendo with those flip i think... i don't know... i read it somewhere in the newspaper... it's sooo nice =D
okay i've printed out some Level 3 JLPT (japanese language profiency[sp.] test) papers and level 3 is quite hard =S im kinda worried... i might not be able to pass... im really scared... i have about 3 days left!!! OMG!!! 3 DAYS GUYS!!!! =___= that's it.. you guys officialy know a REALLY stupid girl... urgh.... im outtie... adios
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hey hey!!! long time no see guys!!
first off, i failed the entrance exam again... hahaha yeah it's official that i'm actually stupid!! XD
so yeah i was crying the whole day being depress and pissed off at myself for like about a week or so... but i'm much better because i can redo year 9 again and probably get a level 8 this time =D so yeah i will be a year later than all you guys... =___=
any who, i miss you guys tons and tons... and i hope that malaysian girl is not trying to be like me!! i mean her dad is a bastard to my dad when we moved out... =__= not gonna explain and she has my room and i hope she is not trying to take my place =__= man how vain and selfish i sound but i don't care!! >< that is just who i am and if people don't like it, well tough luck for them! =P loool sorry guys, i'm just a bit jelouse that she took over my room and like talking to my friends and im just afraid she might take you guys away from me and you guys might forget me cause you have a NEW malaysian...
any who, i'm taking a japanese exam this saturday... wish me the best of luck cause i really need to pass this one, if not i will fail all 3 test i've taken so far... and i don't want to dissappoint my family again... especially my mom...
okay well i'm off, i have nothing new to explain except about me failing... =___= man i really think im stupid for real now... crap man... see this is why i need you guys soo badly... i miss you all soo terribly... and dina sorry for not replying your comment before. i read it but had no time to reply... i miss you terribly too man... i miss you all sooo very much!! and tell jude i've been thinking about him alot because i keep listening to that paul mcCartney (sp.) song, JUDE and my mom keep singing that music... err i forgot what it's called but it goes like this "play that funky music white boy" and i remember jude was singing that in Brent X... and damn!! i miss everyone sooo very much!!! I MISS YOU GUYS!!! mwahxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
okay i gotta holler! adios amigos!! ;) hehehe bai baixxx mwahxxxx
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hey people!!! my new update from MALAYSIA!!!
well i'm currently in my dad's office... there was this chinese new year thing and some women call lillan too was talking about feng shui u_u i want to buy her books....
apparently year 2004 was a HORRIBLE year (no shit!) and 2005 will follow it... or whatever... i dunno she was talking wise words!!
oh yeah i got contacts!! =D but they are a pain in the ASS to wear!! >:O i kept poking my eyes from it!! and my eyes would began to cry... soooo piss taking =__= but i guess i will get used to it after a while eh?
OMFG!! my dad's PC is SOOOOOO freaking SLOOOOOW!!! I WANT MY COMPUTER BACK!!!! oh i found out that my dad started smoking again... well i kinda found out earlier.. i could smell him smoking from my room... cause he was smoking in the balcony... =___= im mad at him..
any who, my dad's office ROCKS MY SOCKS!!! XD hahaha!!! oh and i passed the test!! *jumps of joy!!!* hehehehe i was sooo scared that i didnt cause i didn't revise or shit and like yeah... urgh... but i think i did pretty bad on the science +_+
okay.. what esle should i say... oh that i've gone blinder... x_x yeah... along with contacts too.. told you that already... urm.. what esle.. urm... i heard my dad is considering me studying in Japan o.O hahahah no way! i don't wanna go now!! i mean i would have to pack ALL OVER AGAIN!!!urgh... i'm tired of moving.. though i pretty did nothing... heheh... urm.. yeah, what else... OH YEAH!!
i recieved this beautiful touching letter from amber... my sexy legs amber.... she nearly made me cry >< pooo!! fat poo!!!! but i love you!!! oooh.. that ryhmes... fat pooo, but i love yoooou... HAHAHHAH!! anyways, back to what i was saying... she wrote how she felt bad that she couldn't come and stuff... and like because she was ill... =( it don't matter you didn't come ambie!!! >< HEALTH first!! then friends!! =D as for me, MANGA/ANIME first!! along with sleep and eat then family then friends.... then school and at the bottom... love... u_u hahhaha!!! but yeah amber, i really hope you are feeling waaay better now... i hope your health as improved... oh yeah... here is a quick feng shui for you... if your room is in the south-west or east, place a pointy triangle thing in your room or leave a light on or something read... cause that is what causing illness... just simply put something BIG and RED in your room to prevent from any sickness okay =D heheh learned that today ;) let's hope it works u_u oh and if you have a mirror facing your bed... remove the mirror!! ITS BAD KARMA!! @_@ whoa..too much feng shui...
okay next... urm.. oh yeah, vlad sent me an email too.. saying how much he feels empty without me... and bla bla bla.... dude, he makes it sounds as though i'm dead! as for amber's letter is really touching and emotional... but vlad, yeah it's really emotional... but in a death sorta way o.O poor guy... must be feeling really lonely without me huh u_u someone get him a new gf please... so he won't feel lonely ^^ bless him... love him still =D oh yeah!! there are BUNCH of FIT HOT SEXY ASIAN guys in malaysia!! wahahahah!!! and it's sooo funny how they ALL hit on me!! (sooo sound vain =__= but it's true) they whilste at me and i just blew them a kiss and they were like =O hahahah!!! funny funny u_u
oh yeah, i was on my way visitng my grandparents at the countryside with my lil sis, mom and maid... it was late at night... illia was already asleep... and like as we were driving we saw two motorcyclist crashed into eachother!! o.O i was ILJSAIHDAUOHGDUAGSGAUSGAHSO OMFG!!! but nothing THAT serious.... probably broken a few bones... but didn't get run over.... it was horrible u_u
okay i gotta stop writiing... illia is pouting... -__-;;; don't yell at me... go to her LJ mokyomi and spam her journal =D hehehe!! bye bye!! love you guys!! miss ya all tooo!! >< CALL ME!!!
hanieh, GET YOUR ASS UP AND BUY THOSE FREAKING CARDS!! AND CALL ME!! XD oooh and doooo write!! i will write back =D hehehe adios!!! mwahxxxxx
love illa
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hello my weird friends... yes, this is my first update from malaysia!! w00t w000t! don't have much time, illia wants the computer too and i gotta go home soon too.. after my mom finishes praying.. just thought id annouce a few stuff... okay here is my address which im currently living in for a few months or so...:
okay okay.. i gtg.. adios!!! bye bye and write to me, call me!! bye bye!!! mwahxxx
love illa xxxxx
ps - i hope you stalkers won't be calling me....cause i won't know you and you would randomly stalk me home o.O FREAKY DEAKY!! aaaaaah shit! i gtg.. illia is nagging!! GRR!! update more later on.. when i have more time... bye bye!!!
MALAYSIA IS SOOO HOT!!! IM DYING!! oh and i took my test for my new school... i just realised i havn't learnt half of what was written on the stupid paper!! >< bollocks!! (sp?) byeb yebyebye
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hey guys, hows it going? well i litterally have nothing in my house right now except for my dad's laptop which is not bad but yeh...
the movers came and did HALF of the job =___= stupid movers, and like im just bored like hell without my pc... i don't really mind not having my internet... but at least let me have my computer!!! i can't live without it.. and like apparently the shipping is like a month!! a MONTH without my computer... that is the longest... i would cry and bore myself till i get my computer... waaah... why sooo long?!?!?? i would listen to music on this laptop but NO SOUND! WTF?!!
okay anyways, here is the update on my day today...
i didn't go to school today cause i had to pack my whole room because i packed at the last minute... whoops... so i woke up at 8 and slept till my mom told me to get up which was 9... ever since then we've been packing non-stop!! my dad has been all moody ever since this morning which isn't a good thing cause he tells you off for every single small thing... =__= soo annoying... but any who, we've been packing and packing... just packing all day till the stupid movers came at around 12 or 1 ish.. or maybe later... they did a foul job... especially because my dad kept talking to them non-stop... =__= when will my dad ever leave them alone... they probably think he is really annoying... which is the perfect way to think...
so then till now... the house is empty... i feel soo empty... i miss everyone at school but i'm coming to school tomorrow anyways.. [don't worry mimi i promised you i will come to school and i will!] oh yeah and i thought i would write a little message to everyone on the LJ i know that goes to my school ^^
Mimi: thank you for everything... honestly i couldn't ask for more. you've always been there for me when i needed help... espcially when i needed money for lunch... aah.. i'm gonna miss you for that... u_u
i was really gretful to have met you because you always cheered me up by drawing something for me... like that kira picture you drew for me and gave to me later on because i was feeling ill and i missed my mom.. i still have it and im gonna frame it ^^ i remember when we first met... it was all because we both liked utada hikaru... it was thanks to hikki that we met ^^ we met in that japanese class and we had to introduce ourselves and i chose hikki... then i met you in th library [sp.] and you asked me if i knew who hikki was and yeah... hahah that was fun ^^ the times we've spent in japan... i will cherish them till i die... and you better promise me that we will live in japan together ^^ and travel the whole of japan when we have the time =P thank you mimi... your my bestest friend of all... i will miss you greatly!!!
Amber: my sexy legs amber... thanks for the text you sent me last night [you too mimi!! ><] it was really sweet of ya... i was really happy too. i was thinking i would get one from my bf... but i don't think he has credit =__= afterall he did sent me 3 missed calls... anywyas!! BACK TO AMBER!! thank you for always being there for me too... i've enjoyed all the times we've had together in japan and in geography class where i called out that you had sexy legs and everyone bent down and looked at it XD that was sooo funny and you blushed ;) aaah.. amber amber... it's really werid not having you around... when you were ill and at the hospital...i couldn't stop worrying about you... i kept wanting to go visit you but i realised that i don't know where you live =__= but now your back at school... i can rest at ease... good luck in the future and i miss you tons already!! love ya bunchies and bunchies!!!
Jessie: aka jesus... aah... jesus =D hehe man your pretty unique.. i've never met anyone who spoke out about their own mind... most of us would just keep it in and ask... but you just went for it!! your soo outgoing.. that is what i love about you... your soo damn pretty and smart as well... hahah and i can never get sick of you or your singing... keep on singing okay.. don't ever listen to what other people say bad about you.. they only say that cause they are jelouse of you :P like me ;) hehehe but i promise ya i will come and visit you and you better sing for me when i come back ^^ hehehe love you tons jessie... history won't be the same without you... [oh yeah! where were you in history?!?!]
Jude: yeah i know you have a livejournal too jude :P but i havn't read it.. just heard of it... i know we've known eachother not so very long... but to me, your the best sex buddy a girl could have ;) don't worry next time i meet you, i'll try to be single :P hahahahha!!! well just thank you for being such an awesome curry friend ^^ i wished we could've known each other longer... but with my timing and your tight schduel, we couldn't see each other much... oh yeah been meaning to ask you!! can i re-design your website the 'color house' website.. not that it's shit... but... ah heck what am i saying! it's shit can i re-do it for you guys?!?! if so, don't let any freak touch it except me!! i will do it for you the minute i get my hands on broadband at my house in malaysia... if you wanna know how good i am here is my website: www.eternal-light.cjb.net www.freewebs.com/asterisk-bleach actually the 2nd one is still under construction.. but check it out when i'm done... so yeah! i love doing web designing so like i would really like to do your band's website... ^^ pretty please!!! well anyways, good luck with the band and don't forget me okay ^^ miss ya tons and tons mwahxxxxx
Yufan: hey hey ^^ thank you soo much for doing my art hwk!!! i know it was aaaaaaages ago but you still saved my ass!! XD why don't u come to hendon? art in hedon ROCKS!!! you can take my place in my school =D but like again, i know we don't know each other that well, but take care of amber while im gone =D i know you and dabek already do that but like just making sure ^^ i don't want her to get another black eye -___- [fucking bitch dami...] so yeah... thanks for being a great friend as well =D too bad we couldn't get to know each other better... well maybe next time ^^ stay cool and hip :P good luck with yer studies!! mwahxxxx thanks and thanks!!! XD
Michael: aaah!! you thought i forgot about you huh?!?! well your WRONG mister!!! heheh!! your sooo fun to talk omg!! XD i can never get sick of talking to you... when one subject dies, you bring up a new interesting one XD hahah dude you rock!!! man.. i will seriously miss your randomness... like i said before... you are the jessie like but with a penis and no tits... u_u and i'm still sticking to that idea... cause i really think you are like jessie but boobless and with a penis... [oh yeah jessie!! PENIS!! XD] anyways.. [clears throat] thanks, thanks and thanks for helping me out when i was down... like when i had trouble with my love life... you were there giving the shittest advice ever but still that cheered me up ^^ heheh i love you man... honestly... i don't know what i would do wihtout ya =D thanks a bunchie!!! >< i'll miss your randomness alot!!!
Dina: POO!!!! hahahah!!! you fat freaking poo... urgh.. i'm start to cry now... just the thought of not having ya around in the morning of when i wake up saddens me already... you were always the first person to say GOOD MORNING!!! [sniff sniff] and then at school... you are my source of hyperness... we always did crazy things togther... who can i go up to and make my fat lips and when someone says 'illa!' who can i just scream 'GYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA' to? ah dude!!! your the coolest dudette ever!!! >< i'm gonna miss ya tons and tons you know!! i will try and update my LJ as much as possible... and i still have to give your present cow!! >< well i hope you have a awesome time at the concert... or has it passed o.O?? anyways, keep on playing guitar... your the coolest dudette on the guitar ^^ when you put all your songs on CDs send one to me okay =D ill listen to it 24/7 and will support you no matter what ^^ love ya dudette!!! miss ya already... [see ya in school actually...] oh yeha! [POKE POKE POKE!!!]
Jojo: PLUSHIES!!!!!!!!!! XD hahahha!!!! [gives over 100000000 plushies to jojo] mwahahhah!!! aaaaaaaaah i hope you enjoy playing with them ^^ good luck with yr 10 next year u_u you will love it ;) too bad i can't bully ya no more... [tisk!] keep on playing with the guitar okay ^^ cuz when dina leaves school.. they will need a new dudette on the guitar and you know that it has to be YOU!!!! thanks and many thanks for being an awesome time... and all those crazy moments we've had together... thanks ^^ you put a cherry on the top of my sweetest memories... hehehe good luck with the future and you damn better visit me in KL!! if you ever come to malaysia that is... u_u
Caroline: MWAHAHHH!!!! this bitch is soo damn random.. but also soo damn smart, pretty and freaking hilarious!!!! man i'm gonna miss your pathetic jokes... don't ever change okay... and urm.. im lost in words... well, just take care of mimi for me ^^;; she needs a mom in school =__= stupid her... but yeh... good luck with the future and keep up with those pathetic jokes :P hahahah!! [i love them really]
Katy: i don't know if you can read this but heck... hopfully holly will show you it... but yeah... thanks again... you've been there for me after all these years... i wonder how you can keep up with me... and how i could keep up with you? loool anywyas, hope things goes wells with and ur dude... i will miss you tons man... we were druggy buddies... hahhah!!!! and i remmeber when that gay ass daddy's boy broke up with me... you were there to bear with my pain... man... a life without katy in it... i always went on the bus with you... but now i walk home but i still see ya around... i really will miss you katy... you were just such an awesome friend... always there for me when i needed someone there... you helped me through some of the thoughest pain i've ever gone through... just don't change... try and stay the way you are... you are prefect the way you are.. and i bet jamie thinks soo too ^^ visit me in malaysia with jamie whenever you can =P miss ya tons bitch.. love ya... :P
Holly: well i know we've never met, but your the ONLY person i know who looves Ando Masonobu as much as me!! KIRIYAMA FOREVER!! but thanks for being an awesome friend... it was a shame we never got to meet... but hopfully one day we can... take care of katy for me... hope things work out for the future... and take care of yourself ^^ good luck with the future too... and thanks for being a great friend...
well that is all i could think off... i'm only writing to those who has LJ, and who i know pretty well... if i forgot about you.. well sorry.. you know how stupid i am... u_u but yeah... thanks you all for the greatest time of my life... i will truly never forget you all ... oh and do visit me at:
well that is all i could think of at the moment... i'm pretty tired at the moment... i better go before i end up crying... ^^;; bye bye guys... i will write in my lj later :P byeee thanks you soo much...
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